Im beginning to get excited!!!!!
Its only over a week till we leave for Canada, 10days to be exact. I am beginning to get excited about it. I suppose i wont feel totally hyped about it until we reach there but i'll probably be wrecked after the flights, but i dont mind. It will be exciting hopefully and hopefully we will be all touched by it. I really want to get something from it between me and God cause i feel that i have just been lagging behind lately letting everything skip ahead of me and not be phased by it at all.
I find it hard to accept that i am forgiven for my sins even though i keep continuesly commiting the same sins over again. In are bible studies in the Heffs we have been covering Law and Grace, and mainly books written by Paul. In Romans we studied that we are dead to sin and that we should not let the sin reign over us (along those lines), that we are forgiven. We should accept we are forgiven and continue on, not dwelling on are mistakes. When i learned this a month or two ago i was like going okay i have been forgiven and would do my best to put it to the back of my head. But i am finding it hard to do so knowing that i am sinning. I feel as if i have used all my return tickets up with God, and that he would never keep saying "its okay i forgive you". I dunno i just find it mind boggling that i will be forgiven all the time.
I just think this week away with God will do me the world of good, that God will be able to reach me away from all the usual day to day things that i let get in my way to be with Him.
Last friday week i was out on a work night out in the Maradyke in town. I took some photos of the night and the next day when i was looking at them i was like cool cause there were angels(orbs) totally visable in my photos. On monday i got photos off anothere worker who took some and they were visable in them too. How Cool is that?????
Anyway i will try to keep blogging while i am away(esp after being threatened by Rachel).
I am getting excited again. Pray that it all goes cool and that we all enjoy the time with God
Bye for now
Neil
